12:55pm
This is my first post. I am having a baby. In March I had a miscarriage at 9 weeks. One more week. I have been really feeling sick. Last Wednesday I threw up for the first time. I then threw up twice on Saturday, once on Monday night, once on Tuesday and one and a half times on Wednesday. It has been awful. Absolutely awful. I feel bad for Cole. I am whiny, needy, and lazy. I don't think he likes me very much right now. We haven't had sex in like 4 weeks. I am going to let him do it tonight.
I feel like I am going out of my mind. This is going to last FOREVER. How can I be a mom??? I have eaten a lot of lemonheads the past few days. That seems to help a little.
If I miscarry I will be devastated, but I have no idea on how to be pregnant. It is miserable. Am I ever going to feel normal again?!
I need to go eat some food...
